i think the guy from american horror story is really unnattractive.

but this thought led me to question why i wanted to go out of my way to post such a  negative opinion about this person who’s constantly showing up on my dashboard (until i unfollowed the girl). i guess that’s why, i got tired of seeing his face. but with that being said, i want to whom it may concern to know this about me, i strongly believe everyone is beautiful in their own way, even if i don’t see it, it doesn’t mean other people don’t. my way isn’t the right way. but more importantly i believe if someone calls you ugly you should recognize that you just have beauty that they don’t see.  

My thoughts run deeper than my mouth likes to admit. 

I’ve been thinking really hard as to why I communicate the way I communicate.

Some how, my dumb ass head, likes to have the real meaning in the back of my head, and the simpler meaning in the front, closer to my mouth. So when I go to explain anything - the simpler explanation comes out first. If I had it the way I’ve been trying to train myself into being - it would be the other way around. I’d rather give everyone this long explanation of how I feel and why rather than : “I just wanted ice cream” not “i wanted ice cream because i never have ice cream and it reminds me of times where my grandma would let me stay awake an extra 15 minutes when I was 5 just so we could have a midnight snack, but for the record I usually hate ice cream.”

why is that so hard for me.